my apology

I know, I know I’ve been completely M.I.A (missing in action) for more than two weeks and honestly I wish I could tell you it’s because I’ve been working on a big project I couldn’t wait to share with you all, but I’m not, I’ve not gotten there, yet. But I do have an excuse, … More my apology

nightmares

…Not again, another night of a lost battle not fought.  I am spending yet another night crippled up in my shadow, My heart is beating, Spelling each word of my anxiety out, Sanity is creeping out of me like my spirit is about to leap forth, I can not sleep with the light off, Put … More nightmares

Young and depressed

There’s a young man in my neighborhood, Who always has his head in the clouds, Broken and in despair, He would stand drunk outside and yell for hours of how nobody loved him, How everyone was out to get him, How everyone just wanted to sell his happiness, And minutes after, he would break down … More Young and depressed

it hurts still

It hurts not to be liked, it’s hurts when your presence is tagged annoying and irritating. And although you might come to a place where you start to accept that you are just not likeable, it still doesn’t take away the feeling of emptiness. The most painful thing to be told by someone you truly … More it hurts still